Play it again Sam.... (as it were). After this post, I'm going to be done with this shit - I hope. I've decided that I'm not posting any more of this side of my life. First of all because posting about it keeps it alive in my head and secondly because there are people who think that I'm trying to send personal messages to them and I'm not! Additionally, this is an expression of MY opinion and how I feel today. Tomorrow I may feel totally different, but I won't actually know that until I wake up, so deal with it.
To Pooh Bear - NONE of this is aimed at you. You know that in your heart of hearts, because you of all people have been allowed to see how I feel about all of what's happening in my life at the moment and not just one small part. Please don't take any of this onto yourself ok?
I'm not including the whole thing for obvious reasons... there's a lot of repeated lines!!
"In The End"
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
*some text missing*
kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
*some text missing*
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
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