... It's been a rather peculiar 10 days or so. At times I've felt a lot like a human emotional yo-yo. It's nothing totally unusual, but seems to have been very rough lately. It started with feeling very trapped in my life - don't worry, I can't explain it to myself either. Then, just when I was starting to see a light at the end of that tunnel, my Ouma died. It wasn't totally unexpected, but it was still really horrible. The funeral is tomorrow and I'm worried about my Dad. I know he'll cope, but it's still hard. I went straight back down that dark tunnel... I was also hurt by some people that I had least expected it from, but luckily I have some really great friends to help me out. The Older Brother kind of friends.
Anyway, it's not a great place to be in 'cos I can see the sun shining and I feel very much like one of those cartoons... standing under my own personal rain cloud. I'm hoping it will clear soon!
Until next time...
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